Be who you are.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm just the one making a friendship works out. Do you ever feel like you don't deserve to be treated such way ? Such way that you are seem to be invisible in their eyes ? or should we not care what people think about us ? Sometimes I just do wonder. That's all.

It is kind of annoying when you met a friend, and he/she says 'hey we need to catch up! it has been a long time!! ' , and so you made an effort to give a call/msg few days later about setting a date and he/she got to say 'hey im sorry. too busy for that'. Well not the exact words, but.. I'm sure you know what I mean ?

I mean, if you are not very keen for that, why do you have to 'act' or 'seem like' you are so interested to keep in touch ? Just be straight to the point, you know.

I'm glad that on my side, I know who are the worthy ones. The ones that are true and real to you. I'm happy I found them.

Well, why didn't I mention about this in my public blog ? Maybe I don't want people to know I'm being treated such way ? Maybe I got ego problems or I just don't want them to feel that they need to be told to know what to do. It won't be sincere anymore then. Don't you think so ?